it’s 2am, I’m editing this paper for the umpteenth time, Eric Chou’s 永不失联的爱 is playing in the background and I’m losing it.
we live alone and we die alone. everything else is just an illusion.
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it’s 2am, I’m editing this paper for the umpteenth time, Eric Chou’s 永不失联的爱 is playing in the background and I’m losing it.
I think about this a lot.
And that.
And all the things that couldn’t be.
(via nuhcole)
Don’t fuck it up, don’t fuck it up, don’t fuck it up. But nope. Can’t ever seem to do that.
(via i-spill-kisses-with-love)
(via i-spill-kisses-with-love)
Sometimes you fuck things up and in reality it’s not the same, even if you get a chance to have another go at it.
This feels very much like all of the past attempts, a lot of “I wish we could fast forward time and see what happens” moments.
Don’t fuck things up out of fear.
can’t deal.
I really don’t want to feel sad anymore. It’s way overdue and I know objectively that there’s no REASON to still be hung up on this.
But I can’t help but mourn all that this could have been.
How do you know whether you’ve made a great decision or an absolutely shit one? Was I the asshole? Was it my avoidant self making the decision or was my reasoning justifiable? I know you’re supposed to just trust in the process and move on with life after making the decision, but somehow I’m finding that it’s perhaps easier said than done.
I wish we could just TALK about it, but there is absolutely no reason to reach out to you.
(via thatgirlontherun)
(via thatgirlontherun)